- You Only Know My Name ;; But Not My Story (:

Myy Life Was Full Of Emptiness ; && You Came , To Erase It Just For A Moment ..

Ek Awaaz Hai Jo Mere Kaan0 Meiin Goonjtii Rehtii Haii

   ... Ek Chehra Haii Jo Mere Aankh0n Ke Saamney Baar Baar Aa Jaata Haii !!

Mere Dil Ka Sukoon Thii W0h , Usii Ney Kaha Tha Kii " Mein Sirf Tumharii Huun ;; Aur Kisii Ki Nahiin ;; Aur Aaj Usney Hii Chod Diya Mujhe (:

    Woh Thii Wo Jisney Kaha Tha .. " Tumharii Khusi Ke Liye Tum Mere Khusii Ke Baare Meiin Nahiin Sochteey ? :| ;;

Aur Maiine Humesha Sey Uskii Khusii Chaha (:   Aur Kara Diya Haasil Usk0 Uskii Khusii ..

Hmm  :-|   Woh Insaan Jinke Apney Sapne Pure Nahiin Hote Naaw ;; Woh Dusr0n Ke Sapne Pure Karte Haiin ! Aur Maiine Wahi Kiya : ] ...

 Here Myy "Life" Starts ... 

We Have Been Friends Since Long Ago ..

 The Few Last Months Of Year 2010 ii'd Fall In Love With Youu .. 

23rd January : ii Proposed You ;; When You Ignored And Said yewh need More tiime .

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The Interval In Between The 'Four' Months ; We Shared Most Wonderful Moments, But Still ii Was Happy With Your ‘No’ :|

25th May : You Accepted Me  ..

.. && .. 

.. Love && Promises && New Hopes ..

But Still Texture Of The Leaf Was Different && Complicated =((

23rd October : We Broke Up :|

 "The ‘Five’ Months Of Relationship Juz' Broke Within Five Minutes'' 

 Thankyou For Realising Me That Every 'Hello' Always Ends Up With A 'GoodBye' </3

You'd  Never Feel The Same What ii Ever Used To Feel For Youu . . . 

Awarapan Dhunda Sukh; Mila Dard Akelapan ..

Ekk Lambii Talash.. **==

Phir Tum Miley Zindagi Mili Phir Ehsaas Aya 'Pyaar' Kya Hai,, Sakoon Kia Hai,, Chaain Kya Hai .. :|

Aab Jaa Ke Kahiin Neend Ayegiii,, Abb Jaake Kahiin Chaain Ayegii ,, ...


Maiine Maaut Ko Bohut Kareeb Se Dekha Haii .. Kiisi Aur Kii Zindegii Ke Liye Marnaa Hi Merii Manziil Haii .. 

I Know Still You Don't Feel Anything About Me, You Don't Care About My Love.
But I'm Sure One Day You Come To Me You Also Feel The Emptiness .

May Be My Funeral Fire Also Goes Silent But My Heart Still Beats For "U" !  

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These 'Five' Months ;; ii Guess It Was Myy Life .. But What ii Lost Now :|

Kya Zamana Tha .. ! :) Jaiise Purii Nayii Zindegii Mil Chukii Thii .. :|

- Dated : 28/10/2011

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              _ ** A Interval ** _

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  ... Well, It Was The Most Shocking Part Of Myy Life When She Decided To Leave Me As She Never Loved Me But Still I Got Accepted ! 

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The Relationship ;; Lyk A Compromising !

Pure Duniya Ke Aage Sayad Hum Ek Haiin (:

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Par Sachhayii Yeh Haii Ki wo Mujhe Kabhii Samajh Hi nahi paye ...  Naa Hi Mujhey Kabhii Pyaar Mila .. Magar MAI Uski Sare harkat And Chahaat Samajhta Tha ;; Aur Maine Pyaar Kiya Toh Sirf Usey (:

   P.s.: -    Was Living With Those Conditions && Compromises (:  - 

-  Dated : 31/10/2011

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Well She Accepted Me But Still Deserved The One She Loved Ever (‘’:

But I Only Deserved Her (‘’:

Waiise Akelepan Meiin Rehna Abb Merii “Aadat” Bann Chukii Hai (:

. Ek Pal Mein Jo Barbaad Kar Dete Hai Dill Ko : ) !!

.. Suna Hai Woh Log Dekhne mein Aksar '' Masoom '' Huwa Kartey Hain

  # Now It’s All Over (:

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                            # 04/11/2011

I Won’t Miss You, I Will Be Missing The Person What You Used To Be, A Hell Lot :’(

           

Hmm ! Now She’s  Much Happiier In Her Lyf (‘:

                       # 10-11-2011 ;; Our Last Talk !

-      Love You So Much Shona :’((

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 “ She Just Lost A Moment Of Her Lyf ;; But I Lost Myy Whole Life In That Single Moment  ”  !!   : [


"... Ek Chehra Haii, Jo Mere Aankhon Ke Saamne Baar Baar Aa Jaati Haii ;; Ek Aawaz Haii Jo Mere Kaano Mein Har Peher Har Ghadi Gunjti Rehti Haii , Meri Chaiin Thi Woh ;; Mere Dil Kii Sukoon Thi Woh , Woh Zidd Nahiin ;; Merii Aadat Thii Woh (':

Tuney Mere Jana, Kabhii Nahii Jaana ; Ishq Mera Dard Mera </33 

-     C  h  i ; r a g   ”

        Broken Hearted *.. =’)

:: Beete Lamhen [ C.h.ii.r.a.g Versiion ]

"... Dil Ke Dard Aankhon Se , Mere Beh Jaate Hain ..

      Ujle Din Me Chupi , Kaali Sab Raatein Haii ..

            Beetein Lamhe...

                                          Kho Gaye Haii Kaha ..  ,, Pyaar Ke Saare Diin 3 * 

                               Waqt Jaiise Zeher , Bann Gaya Tere Biin .. 

                      Baatein Mujhsey Teri, Karti Hai Yeh Zamii ..

               Khalti Mujhko Badi, Ab Teri Haii Kamii .. 

            Paas Jab Thii Mere , Tab Yeh Dil Khoya Tha .. 

     Tujhko Khone Ka Gamm .. , Meiin Dil Meii Roya Tha :

  Dil Key Dard Aankhon Sey..  , Mere Beh Jaate Haiin .. 

Ujle Diin Meiin Chupii .. , Kaalii Sab Raatien Haiin .. 

    Beetein Lamhe ...

Har Gharii Abb Haii Kyu Aasuu Behne Lage .. 

Subha Shaam Kyu Mere .., Laabz Kehne Llagey ..,

             Zindegi Toh Merii, Thii Abb Tak Nahii .. 

Kya Tha Merii Kasoor .. , Aankhiien Kyu Thii Wahii :|

Yaad Aata Woh Diin .. , Jab Tha Paaya Tujhey .. 

                       Dil Sey Apney Tune , Kyu Hataya Mujhey .. 

              Dil Key Dard Aankhon Sey  ,Mere Beh Jaate Haiin .., 

       Ujle Diin Chupii ..  Kaalii Sab Raate Haiin .. 

Beete Lamhiien .. "  x;'3

:-                           P.s :: I . Still Love . You

       

                             - C.h.ii.r.a.g  (: 

                                       Empty;;Soul **

The Only Truth :">

SHe says.. " I don't love you... "

Her eyes.. say " I'm crazy about you.. ♥ .. "

SHe says.. " I'm happy without you.. "

Her eyes say.. " I'm nowhere without you.. ♥ .. "

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SHe says.. he has many to take care of him..

Her eyes say.. " But.. no one cares like you do .. ♥ .. "

SHe asks me to hold some one else's hand..

Her eyes say.. " never leave me.. ♥ .. "

SHe says.. " you're just a good friend.. "

Her eyes say.. " I can't see you to be someone else's.. ♥ .. "

SHe says.. "Go away "

HHer eyes say.. " stay till my last heartbeat.. ♥ .. "

SHe says.. "Don't kiss me.. "

Her eyes say.. " Don't follow my words.. ♥ .. "

SHe says.. " wait for now.. "

Her eyes say.. " let's fall for each other.. ♥ .. "

SHe says.. " I'm confused.. "

Her eyes say.. " I .. JUST .. LOVE YOU ..   ♥.. ♥’’

I Will Never Stop Loving You

 

 ph: weheartit 

 Sometimes I lie in bed all day just so that I can dream of you. Seven years ago now I met you. I was scared of you at first; scared of the way you looked at me. And of your rebellious ways. After that day you re-laced my chucks, though, I realized that what I was feeling wasn’t fear, and that the feeling bubbling in my core was really something much more life-altering. The next day you texted me and we went to the beach. I was intoxicated with the confidence your stare gave me, prancing around in my bikini. Every time I caught your eyes my heart jumped, and when your strong hand rested on my back I knew I was yours. You were my boyfriend for four and a bit years. I don’t have anything but snapshots of our time together, all of these years later. I remember walking down the hill hand-in-hand after losing my virginity to you. I remember lying in your lap under the stars listening to your stories. I remember you laughing at me getting stuck on a cliff ledge, whilst letting me ease onto your strong shoulders as you helped me down. I remember dancing with you. I loved dancing with you. I remember you stopping me on the stairs and telling me that I was your soul mate. Funny, but I don’t remember the first time you told me you loved me. I think it is because, for our whole relationship plus some, it was a given. I was the love of your life, and you were the love of my life. Nothing could change that. As safe and wonderful as that sounds, it was the undoing of us. We hurt each other. I cannot even put into words how much you hurt me, and now that I think about it, how much I hurt you. Just because we knew the other would always be there, unfaltering. We struggled against the hurt, drowning in the intensity of our love. I remember, at the airport, whispering in your ear; “Nothing will change, I promise. I love you”, as I left for university. Everything changed. I left and thought I had found better things. And then I left you. You were still mine, and I was still yours for a year after that. We continually toyed with our love. We kissed, we slept together, and we promised ourselves to one another… But only when the time was right. We used our great love as a back-up plan until, finally, all the hurt that had passed between us shattered everything we knew. All of the people we let get between us because we were too scared, really did push us apart – something we thought was impossible. It kills me that I didn’t fight for you before, now that it’s too late. We are so far apart I don’t even know you anymore. But still, I cannot get over you. My love is unconditional. And a part of me still believes your love is unconditional too, that you think of me every day, like I do you. Sometimes I lie in bed all day just so I can dream about you dreaming about me too. And about the day you can be mine again. M, I will never stop loving you. 

 N.ii.k.s :]

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